m'kay, i tink i cried ytd.
i dont noe if i really cried. i didnt feel anitin. guess i was already mentally perpared fer dis bad news.
i seen it coming. well, i wasnt optimistic right from the start. i knew yeye cldnt survive long.
mummy was crying lyk hell. its pain to noe dat ur father is leaving you soon? i suppose so.
so according to the doc, yeye cld survive at most another six month. onli if he goes fer an operation to insert some needle or wadever needle-like thing into somewhere. but of course, dere's after-effect. and if yeye cldnt take it, the doc wld not insert the second one. and naturally, yeye wld not live longer.
the doc adviced us to spend more time wif yeye now dat he's not having any more time left and may jus leave us any moment. mummy ask us to go yeye's house stay, company him fer the last few months of his entire life.
yeye dono about his own condition. neither do ah ma. the doc didnt told em. we cldnt bring ourself to break the news to em.
i will be probably staying over at yeye's house during the hols bah. make him happy and comforts him. make sure dat he passed away peacefully.
is it a cycle or some curse dat i'll lost one of my kin every end year? and why must it be out of my so many kin, be yeye who gonna leave me soon. i cldnt imagine myself at yeye's funeral.
no, no way.
he has been the one who doted on the four of us since young. gives us anything we wanted, everything he cld. i love yeye to bits, but why is it him.
mummy is crying again.
i bless yeye. i noe buddha will bless him too.