you know, that one sentence makes me really really miss having yixin in my life, as in in the same class, sitting right behind me, or even if its right at opposite ends, we are still able to communicate like whoa!

and it makes me compare how i used to be talking non-stop in class with now, sitting there quietly and only talking to matin occasionally or when huixian turns around and talk to me.

it makes me realize that how i used to depend on yixin during maths class and now without her, my maths class seems so horrifying and clueless.

it makes me wonder will esther, or maybe izyan or safiah (they are the girls nearer to me), will ever knows me so well like yixin, or always seems to know what im thinking and know when im sad or pissed.

somehow, telepathy has really build up strong and there within this two years. its not like yixin's flying off to america and im off to holland, but not being in the same class really makes a different. though i always emphasize on inter-class friendship being more valuable, but now, seeing yixin no longer strolling beside us, it just feels kind of, sad? (ok, my vocab is limited. sad will do the job.)



side track: i realise i uses 'SOMEHOW' alot recently. Haha!



back to topic: so ya, yixin, we really miss you alot too. Really.



yea, i just cant lie:)